“The amount of money currently in your bank account is a fact. The amount you spend today is a choice. And the way you reconcile both is through clarity.“

Sarah Ban Breathnach

Hello Everybody! How are you all doing?

Welcome to my new life post! Holidays came and left that quick! We are about to start a new decade. So much has happened in these ten years and so little this past month. Now all I want to get everything ready for 2020. I’ve done so much that I don’t even remember what I need to do anymore.

So what has happened this month?

I’ve had an art crisis. My Prismacolor colored pencils suck. I prefer using my Crayola colored pencils more. I am thinking about trying out the Polychromos. I spent so much money getting my Prismas. So I have to suck it up and practice to see if I can find a breakthrough. But they don’t feel like they used to. Not like my mother’s Prismacolors.

House issues. Lots of them. Each day I am convinced to move out of this apartment. The bathroom doesn’t work as it should. There are mice running around and I pay for pest control each month. My neighbors are slobs and can throw the trash inside the dumpsters. And the apartment complex is not secure.

For the holidays, I bought my own presents on Cyber Monday. I didn’t bother to decorate the apartment. I was set on not buying anything special for my apartment. It wasn’t worth it. I’ve been working a lot too. So I’ve never got the chance to enjoy/experience the holidays at all. This could have been another day of the year.

I am more excited about the new year and 2020. I want 2019 to be over, and start everything all over again. I want to go out and save some money. So for me, this month hasn’t been that great. Wishing that January can be the opposite. More free time more savings, anything.

Sorry for making this post a short one. I’ve been out of it. There is so much I want to do but I can’t. All I have to do is suck it up for another whole week. Which is sad cause my birthday is in a few days. Life isn’t being fair to me right now. So I am hoping things get better as soon as possible.

To make it clear, I am not sad or depressed. I am disappointed and annoyed. Most of the time I work six days a week and my money disappears anytime there is a bill to pay. So my savings are increasing at a snail pace. I want to go out but my work takes away my free time. That is what I am displeased about. I know things will get better. So please wish me good luck and Happy New Year.

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See you all later and take care,

from Ijiserure.