Hello Everybody! How are you all doing?
Welcome to my new Life Post! Today another month is about to leave us. And I want to be honest I want 2020 to be over. Then pretend it didn’t exist. I am very close to taking a full week break. Good thing I didn’t do that. I need to go to work. I have myself to feed and a dream to achieve.
What have I done as of date? I’ve done nothing. I’ve been nowhere. I am still safe in my home. Too scared to go outside. I only go out for work or for groceries. Am I having fun? No! I am running out of videos to watch. Sedentary life is so boring.
I remember before 2020 started. I has so much hope for this year. Then it all went crashing in flames. I am going to shove my hopes and dreams into 2021. After all this I’ve created a new life plan. If this doesn’t work out soon, I might rage quit all of this. I will make my own ideal life if this is not working well for me.
So I’ve been very frustrated for the past few days. I knew I was going to get fed up will all of this eventually. So I took a short break. I did some things to make me happy. I bought some fast food and a milkshake. I bought some new art supplies online. A sketchbook, ink and a white pen.
The point is, that I was very upset because I can’t do anything. I can’t go out. I can’t buy anything and my apartment sucks. Each day I find something broken. Adding the situation going out there. It added up, and I was very upset. And I told myself I would do whatever I could to cheer up again.
It was working. It’s been a while since I’ve eaten fast food. And I love milkshakes. Now I can’t wait to get my package delivered. Which it has already arrived. I am excited to draw again. But everything was cut off short. Things are getting worse. And I am busy being an adult. But at least I feel better.
Why did I bought the art supplies? Well, part of my frustration was, that I am learning how to watercolor. But I really wanted to ink with my dip pens. The ink is not waterproof. And I made an amazing drawing, and I didn’t want to mess it up. So I gave up drawing. Until I decided to buy the waterproof ink.
My plan is to use the two mixed media sketchbooks and start drawing for 2021. And the drawings will be for practicing when I get my real watercolor concentrates. So it is a win win for me. I get ahead with my art. Get my cake and eat it too.
The weather has been fine. I like this weather, and I hope it stays like this until fall. If you can’t go out and be at the pool or beach, then I prefer it to be cool or cloudy. I don’t want to stay at home and be melting by the heat. It would have been nice to go to the springs. But being close to other people is dangerous.
My planned vacation has been canceled. I was going to Austin this July but then I changed it for September. Never mind, everything is canceled for 2020. Well at least I saved some money. What should I do with it? Plan another trip in 2021. After all this is over, I might go to Disney.
Right now I am crossing all my fingers and my toes for good luck. I am planning to find a new place to live. And I am waiting for the approval. I want to live there. It looks so nice. It is close to my workplace. It has an amazing pool and a gym. If this doesn’t work out, we’ll have to find somewhere else.
So this is my life, nothing fun nor nothing new has happened. I thought things were going to get better. I should have known better. My only goal for 2020 is to get a better apartment and save a ton of money. Simple goals for 2020. Because that is the only think I can do. So please wish me good luck and stay safe.
Do not forget to give me a visit at The Senspirational ArtRoom. All I need is your support and now you can do so by going to my Patreon page. Or go to see my older drawings at DeviantArt. There are also many other sites that I am currently active in. Never forget to add me on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Tumblr, and Pinterest. Well, I’ll leave now. Be nice to others and have a nice day!
See you all later and take care,
from Ijiserure.