Life Post: May 2019

“I don’t go by or change my attitude based on what people say. At the end of the day, they, too, are judging me from their perspective. I would rather be myself and let people accept me for what I am than be somebody who I am not, just because I want people’s approval.”

Karan Patel

Hello Everybody! How are you all doing?

Welcome to May’s Life Post. This month couldn’t go any slower. I did as much work as I could I’ve tried my hardest to finish the last of my work. But I still have 15 more artworks to finish. Not 100 percent sure to if I’ll have it done before my trip.

I have to be honest, nothing happened. It is the same old same old. I wake up and practice French. Then I publish some posts or artwork. Then I go along with whatever I have to do during the day. And this is what I’ve been doing for the past months.

This is why I miss Vancouver to much. The thought of walking out the door was exciting. And this is why I am moving out. Living a monotonous life has become so painful to me. Even eating is boring.

And I can’t wait for June to come. After so many months of waiting, I will start the new life I’ve been waiting for more than 10 years. That sounds kinda sad that I’ve been waiting for so long. But it was enough time for me to gather all the skills I need to survive on my own. And now I am set.

So what it is going on with my life? I am planning new projects. Arranging my new life. Finishing my last artworks. And starting to pack my bags. So many things in so little time. But that is the only way I prefer to work.

I’ve spent a week working on art journaling only. That was lovely. I did something that I haven’t done in months. And out of nowhere I made seven of them. With four of them to finish soon. Crossing my fingers that I wouldn’t forget about it. There is so much I can’t forget before I leave.

During our most boring days, I daydream about the wonderful life I am going to have out there. So I am at home either waiting or drawing. After so many months, I want time to go faster. Days are getting hotter and unbearable. And I am not a summer person at all.

I am so hyped for this change that I even did a bit of change on myself. I had a makeover. After so long I wanted to feel different. Remove the past six years of my shoulders, in a literal way. What I mean to say is that I had a haircut. But I will grow it out again. There is a bucket list I have to fulfill and I want to do it with a nice mane. Now I can say I am ready for this change.

So there you have it, a new life post blog post. I am wondering where will I be when I post my new life post. I don’t and I don’t care. All I know is that I am going to be staring my life. And I will not regret my decision. I hope I can make the most of it.

Do not forget to give me a visit at The Senspirational ArtRoom. All I need is your support and now you can do so by going to my Patreon page. Or go to see my older drawings at DeviantArt. There are also many other sites that I am currently active. Never forget to add me at FacebookTwitterInstagramTumblr, and on Pinterest. Well, I’ll leave now. Be nice to others and have a nice day!

See you all later and take care,

from Ijiserure