My Creative Struggles

Hello Everyone! How are you all going?

Welcome to my new post! Today I want to talk about art and the reasons why I do so. 

I’ve always been creative for as long as I remember. There is no real reason why I do so. All I want is to create something pretty. No matter how many times they told me to stop, I still need it as an outlet. Life isn’t that great when I am not creating. You won’t ever see me without trying to make something.

As the years pass by, my creativity grows and changes along with it. First I started with drawings, then coloring. Now I want to make stories out of it. There are days when coloring nor drawing can’t please me. So I move on to writing or building up a story. Lately, all I wanted to do was create something in a different way. That is how I started making art projects.

It has been a long time since I’ve made something different. To the point where I am not finding joy in my usual art. I plan to soon immerse myself in something different. I hope people don’t mind. I guess everything changed since I started streaming. Because I don’t color or draw as often as I used to. Everything I do now is on schedule. And I’ll be damned if I don’t complete artwork as often as I’ve promised.

Next year, I want to work on things that I want. I’ll have to convince myself that nobody cares what I do or don’t do on stream. Because I am not putting myself first. To produce good content, I must enjoy what I am doing first. But instead, I continue getting more and more discouraged. Till the point of not wanting to stream. And it is happening more often than usual. Completing an artwork nowadays is more out of obligation than desire. And that needs to change. 

For next year and this year if possible, there are some creative things I want to do. Whether it is on stream or during my free time.

  • Sketchbook Art
  • Art Journaling
  • Creative Journaling
  • Art Projects
  • Digital Coloring
  • Scrapbooking
  • Something Else

There are so many interesting things that I can and want to do besides drawing the next anime girl. Is not that I hate it. Is more like I am burned out of the same old schtick. I need something new once in a while to keep my mind stimulated. Eventually, I will go back to my usual Mixed Media art.

I have so many art supplies wasting away. Because I put other people’s wishes before my own. What is an artwork if the artist is not putting their heart into it? It defeats the purpose of why I made the artwork, to begin with. If only I could start now than later. I still have 4 more artworks to go. And I am sick of it. As mentioned before it is an obligation, not a desire. So I will be putting my foot down and doing whatever my heart desires.

So please wish me good luck and I hope you have a nice day!

Do not forget to give me a visit at The Senspirational ArtRoom. All I need is your support and you can do so by going to my Patreon page. Or go to see my older drawings at DeviantArt. There are also many other sites that I am currently active in. Never forget to add me on Facebook, TwitchInstagramTumblr, and Pinterest. Well, I’ll leave now. Be nice to others and have a nice day!

See you all later and take care,

from Ijiserure.

Ijiserure Art

Fighting all obstacles towards her dream. Ijiserure is a blogger during the day and artist by night. Using art as a source of happiness in life. A non-stop creator and convicted dreamer. Seeing the world is the best thing humans can do to learn about themselves. Working hard to make others see the world the way she does. The fuel that keeps her going is the goal of wanting to become a Travel Blogger and a build up her own brand. Promoting the arts and traveling in whatever she does. She graduated from University with a degree in Graphic Design. Meanwhile working her way to achieve her second degree in Photography. The type of person that would jump at any hurdles along the way.